I LOST MY PLACE.

my resignation was not approved.
but i swear that if that episode on saturday happens again.
no matter what use i have or what responsibilities i have.
i'm going to turn my back on them and just walk away and return my uniform the next day.
because its not worth it.
not worth my agitation.
not worth my anger.
not worth my tears.
YOU'RE NOT WORTH ANYTHING.

because unlike us. you dont have to work your way up.
you come in here wearing you black shirt and start bossing people around.
whereas people like us have to endure you shit that we have to clean up.
you dont get your respect just by shouting a people or throwing your tantrums all over the place.
you have a responsibility and a example to set.
i don't get my respect the way you did.
i work my ass off for it.
i cried because of it and i work endlessly to be where i am.
i didn't waltz in there and other people's respect just falls on me.
i fucking earned it.
so its time that you start being who you're supposed to be and doing it right.
its either you work with us or against us.
and if you choose to work against us, Lord better save your soul because you'll find yourself working with no one.
you dont have a good reputation.
so don't make us taint it any further.
step up your fucking game and be a manager, run your fucking shift instead of your baristas.
step up and perform before you wont have a chance to anymore.

i don't wish to talk about a shitty weekend.
one that made me so upset.
and one that left me supper-less.